Apr 242010
 

Current mood: sad

Rousseau’s Silence
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 24 April 2010)

Rousseau’s deathly silence has come to haunt me
As I struggle against (in)sanity to find my way
Even the perpetual sounds of nature momentarily disappear
And more, the background din of humanity too

There’s a deathly silence in my head
And I cannot hear my heart …

© Martin Eden
*”Absolute silence leads to sadness. It is the image of death.” ~ Jean-Jacques Rousseau, French political philosopher (1712-1778)

Apr 052010
 

Current mood: <|;^)) Metaphysical

First Thought
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 04 April 2010)

On a slow to casual contemplative walk
Through a field of vertical tightropes
Like primary documents
A litany of fears of past and within, and the need for control
Yet stepped off at any time

Two ancient spirit trees
Dead sculptures above ground yet firmly routed
The first, once, touched sent warmth to and from the ground, now cold
Alongside a crossing in mistrust
The second shelled out offering glimpses of light yet likewise firmly routed

In the midst, perhaps mist, a conduit to an ancient past
While a relative blood from afar comes a-calling so close as to know
Destiny, clarity …
And there in the distance a swan song, an island, in a lake, strewn with ashes
Serenity …

© Martin Eden

Mar 232010
 

Current mood:<|;^)) Lucid

Twisted Fate
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 22 March 2010)

These things have to pas
Continually
Grating at the wall of time
Unnecessary and necessary
Folly and flux
And at every turn
A desire
A mix of spontaneity and ideal
Made relative
By an individual’s space in continuum
The life you were born to lead
A singular thread
Sewn into the fabric of lif
Quite a twisted fate

© Martin Eden

Feb 152010
 

Current mood: depressed

The Freedom To Be Me
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 12 & 14 February 2010)

I cried to know
The suppression of spirit
From those closer and made close

It was tiredness I know
That brought it to the fore
Yet it is always there

I may come to know that love someday
That nurtures me through to being me
… And it’ll be me, a cornerstone

© Martin Eden

Feb 022010
 

Current mood: 1<3 ME <|;^)) Undulation
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 2 February 2010)
* The knowledge of something, anything.

You can walk in the steps of the devastated and emerge on their behalf
You can need the people who will let you down for a little while
You can bide your time before a fond farewell
And talk to the birds and treat all that is around you well

But there is that pain you must know which is passing
To recognize it as your path etched in time
The place you hold in others often to do with your dreams
And the times you feel every beat of your heart and every breath you take
It’s forever the dawn which you know well

The inner drive which comes to fruition
And in it all the seed re-seeds and learns a little more
And knows of warmth in among the journey
It is then the soul must rest to know its whole

And in the relentless march of that same whole
There is turmoil and strife and positivism
And the distraction of faith and hope and sometime charity
For they are after all often the tools of exploiters

But in the end one must walk alone
Hopefully in one’s path of enlightenment
Toward the steady knowledge of extremes
Among the vastness of reconciliation where often a chill wind blows

© Martin Eden

Jan 292010
 

Current mood: Aware <|;^)) Journey Through The Nows
(A Poem-Prose written by Martin Eden on 27 January 2010)

I knew naught of the life I led
As I stumbled through it
The hearts and minds
Of pain and learning

It’s perfection I sought
Or at least I thought
But in effect it was solace
And acceptance

What I got was to serve the purpose
Of the shifting sands of emotional oblivion
And within a cloud of alcohol, nicotine and sometime marijuana
I came to see my dream

The one I had in comfort once
Where no-one accepted it
Yet like a recovery-Lawson* I did
And freedom somehow grew

Still the memories flood the empty spaces
Assembling the life one led
And a pang of misunderstood regret
Dis-colours the purpose of the journey through the nows

© Martin Eden
* Henry Lawson was a famed Australian Poet and Alcoholic.